I know I never knew you for long
Every Christmas you were there
Every birthday there was a card
I can still remember your smile
The dinner you always ate on Sunday
I can only remember the small details about you
Your shaky hands
Your wrinkled skin
Your warm smile
Your kind heart
I remember the Christmas you werent here
I remember your words on that fateful day
I remember how you looked
I remember your bleach white hair
I can remember how you walked
I remember that you never eat
I remember that you never drank
I remember that you never sleep
I can still remember that you walk about 24hours a day
I remember how sad we h
Why cant I control this twisted mind of mine?
This twisted mind corrupting me ever so slowly
The worse thing is none can see this twisted mind of mine
Anger and sadness, are the catalyst of this reaction speeding it to incredible amounts.
The body that will suffer by this reaction,
The body that does not want to see this anymore
This body that has given up trying
The body that cant exist anymore
The mind that fights trying to keep control
The mind that is in loosing battle
The mind that cant take anymore
The mind that is slowly dying
I feel that some people deserve to have a chance at lest once in life , I wish I
The clothes that was left behind,
The brushes that were took,
The glasses that are rusted,
The valuables that were sold
The buildings that still stand,
The death that occurred,
The torture that made them suffer,
The identities that was lost
The work that they did,
The food they were given,
The work they did,
The groups they were split into,
The tears that dwelled inside,
The silence that we kept,
The respect we paid,
The ruins we visited,
The structure that now stands,
The sign of respect for those who died,
The flowers that lie there,
The tears that they have gathered
Few understand the pain,
The rejection from others,
Outcasts of society,
The two sides of the same coin
The blackness of the innocents,
The body they cant control,
Their mind that is warped,
The hatred and torment of others that fuel them
The sky that is blue with happiness,
The sky that grows black when they are unhappy,
The same blackness that will fuel them,
The limbs they will control
The sweetness of the strawberry,
The sourness of the lemon,
The mixture that created them,
The past that fed them
Is there a way to stop the agony?
Is there a way to stop limbs growing cold?
Is there a way to keep their blood pure?
Current Residence: dagenham Favourite genre of music: rock Favourite cartoon character: vash the stampede, Near, L!!!!!! Personal Quote: u disturb me u die, im bored out of my skull
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damn...Dude that sucks. O-o didnt know this person was that wack. hope u get ur prob fix...o_O he has a nice gallery seems nice, maybe he'll talk to you? I dunno hey roodpart! NICE GALLERY!
Please i cant beg anymore I thurtsr i cant do this !! PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!! ALEX PLEASE!!! IM BEGGING YOU ONE LAST VIDEO CALL!!!!!!! ONE LAST VIDEO CALL INSULT ME tell me...tell me u hate me u want me dead tell me im a cunt i deserve to die....please....please...let me hear ur voice one last time and let me hear u say "Luz....i wish u were dead."
please one last video call and then then leave me leave me and insult me insutl me please..pelase tell me how muc h hu hate me ur not helping this by ignoring me...alex....please
I'm sorry....I'm a cunt I'm stupid I get it you hate me you hate me so much you wish you was daed. hell I wish I was dead. I can;t as I type this I...I feel like I can't breathe Alex. Please just I'm doin gwaht you did to me to when I left you when you always called and begged I'm begging....but I can't do this alex...I miss you I miss your smiles i msis ur laughter I miss you. I msis you. I want to die so bad you hate me a nd the person I love and care for...hates me and he hates me so mbbad jn and i was stupid to believe in love i believed...I thought when u came here...u go back for college and then id go and we'd have fun i thought you loved me...i...dnt want to live...i dnt wanna i dnt wanna i hate myself I want to die! I want to die so bad! i....alex...my hands chskaing ims orry i im ac unt im a bitch hurt me please but dont do this....im sorry...
I'm sorry....I'm a cunt I'm stupid I get it you hate me you hate me so much you wish you was daed. hell I wish I was dead. I can;t as I type this I...I feel like I can't breathe Alex. Please just I'm doin gwaht you did to me to when I left you when you always called and begged I'm begging....but I can't do this alex...I miss you I miss your smiles i msis ur laughter I miss you. I msis you. I want to die so bad you hate me a nd the person I love and care for...hates me and he hates me so mbbad jn and i was stupid to believe in love i believed...I thought when u came here...u go back for college and then id go and we'd have fun i thought you loved me...i...dnt want to live...i dnt wanna i dnt wanna i hate myself I want to die! I want to die so bad! i....alex...my hands chskaing ims orry i im ac unt im a bitch hurt me please but dont do this....im sorry...